A Secret Pice of Me

                                                                        Beginning     This is the millionth time I have reroute this story and it won't be the last time I edit it either. Bocuses this is more than a story with a simple happy ending, Girl since these are so hard to come by anyhow. No one on this has traumatic event, girl forgives said trespass, girl grows up, girl marries, girl divorces, girl meets man of dreams remarries again, and so on.   This is no story pulled from earths immortal being of fairy tales told nor do I have the good since to know when my story is done with a chapter in my life. Well, enough to move on. Especially, in this case with all involved. We as Women of the 21st century tend to suffer in silence and not only for a little while, but for many years. Bec...

  What is this life that stagers on   so erratically changing in unforgiving shifts of the  twisted and tangled roads. Where nothing sure... there on that road is found a   continuous reminder lovers lost, forgotten promises, broken hearts left on the side of the road like roadkill recking of loneliness and abandonment. Its only companion gifted unwilling accepted injuriously.  With too many of an hour to laying there alone in silence weeping's of lost hopes and stollen dreams. O so painfully conscience  of it all, in every hour, minute seconds of everyday.  

  Now married 10 years, all I have to show for my relationship is hours to mins fought for. What was the competition you may wonder...Well, it was a game called COD. Alive game played with multipole players all over the world, is it the coolest game, O I bet but is worth my family? that a negative! Did it cost me my family... Yes, that's a positive. And so how did this happen? Why  would my husband allow it to happen? What did I do to stop it from happening and was I to late?  These are the question I will try to answer.     Frist is first... How did this happen ? One day my husband was looking for a game to play to occupy his time. He came across This live one that offered many different activities to engage in. We both thought it was going to be fun, he even begged me to play with him, but due to the violence of the game I declined but told him he could go ahead. Now that I look back, I can see clearly, had I stopped it we would still be a family. At the...