When is Enough ENGOUH?

A friend of mine advised me to create a list of things my estranged husband has done to me in these past few months that indicate how he feels about me be that negative or positive, more likely the latter. 

 

THE LIST-positive

 1.When he is kind, he is the sweetest man.

           2. He helps with things around the house (rear)

THE LIST-negative

1. He post songs that I know are for her where I can hear them 

2. He post pics here I can see them.

3. He ignores my calls but expects me to always pick up fro him. 

5. He doesn't pick up the children on time but expects me not to be late and have their cloths laid out for him every time he comes and when they spend the night, I am supposed to supply the clothing for that to, and he doesn't give them back.  

6. He speaks to me as if I were a child.

I am sure I could find more things, but I am not trying to get emotional. The fact of the matter is he is a terrible person, and I must move on from him, from this, form the pressure he suffocates me with, making me feel that I am the one that is rejecting him verses the truth. He wants me in a way I am no longer available to him, and he makes me feel as though I am the bad guy when I want to say no. So, I say yes. and bear it anyway. Leaving me with a feeling of disgust with myself and worthlessness. This will be the only time I mention her in MY BLOG this is my safe place, and I will not allow her to also take this from me.

He picked someone who lives many miles away. Texas. Someone with kids of her own and a whole life in another city. She lied to me saying she would let us have a true chance, when I spoke with her on the phone and she told me I was very pretty. But with that said she still pursued him behind my back, she's nothing. She is no one.  And she will not be allowed near my children EVER. Since he chose her, and I am free to choose now. I am free to divorce him, not to remarry yet however marriage is not on my mind in full, I know my god Jehovah will provide me with a husband in the proper time. 

Enough about that I need this man to take care of his children and his responsibilities. Or I will take them from him and my little Trisspoo and Maddypoo will have to cope.